the simple life of kiaps

2009-09-18T23:43:00.006+08:00

世界末日
词曲:周杰伦
演唱:周杰伦

想笑来伪装掉下的眼泪
点点头承认自己会怕黑
我只求能借一点的时间来陪
你却连同情都不给

想哭来试探自己麻痹了没
全世界好像只有我疲惫
无所谓反正难过就敷衍走一回
但愿绝望和无奈远走高飞

天灰灰会不会让我忘了你是谁
夜越黑梦违背难追难回味
我的世界将被摧毁
也许事与愿违

累不累睡不睡单影无人相依偎
夜越黑梦违背有谁肯安慰
我的世界将被摧毁
也许颓废也是……

Music

想哭来试探自己麻痹了没
全世界好像只有我疲惫
无所谓反正难过就敷衍走一回
但愿绝望和无奈远走高飞

天灰灰会不会让我忘了你是谁
夜越黑梦违背难追难回味
我的世界将被摧毁
也许事与愿违

累不累睡不睡单影无人相依偎
夜越黑梦违背难追难回味
我的世界将被摧毁
也许颓废也是另一种美

END

came across this old song.. still as nice as ever..

2009-09-02T20:18:00.000+08:00

ever lasting friendship? best friend forever? BULLSHIT !
this world is so xian shi. when need one another den very close... when everything is over, pple will be too lazy to meet up.. pple hu used to be close has nth to say to each other anymore. disagree? too bad... dats life.. when every phase/chapter of our life has ended, so does the frenship.. so wad for are pple complaining about "i missed those days" yada yada yada bla bla bla when everyone is too lazy to arrange for a meet up ? when someone start to take the "initiative" to text everyone... when all the person got is no replies... dunno.. see first... not free... in the end... no meet up arranged.. FUCK !

sometimes i jus wan to accept the fact tt how come im oways treated this way... y m i the only one going the diffferent way as compared to others ? but i cant... pple say there must be a reason how come its like dat... i tried to drown myself in that.. but it jus didnt work.

maybe im just meant to be alone.

2009-09-01T12:35:00.000+08:00

sometimes i just wonder... HAHA ! dunno wad im saying... this jus came to my mind...

anyway...i jus dun like the feeling of falling from such great heights... nobody does.

2009-08-13T18:12:00.000+08:00

looks like im gonna be stuck at home today again =/

2009-08-06T14:10:00.000+08:00

why do u bring up this thing again? jus when i had already moved on with wad i had now... u bring this up again... why ? who does'nt want to make u feel proud? who does'nt? im so disappointed... i dunno why m i so pissed off or rather disappointed when i noe u didnt mean it... i noe u just meant that is a lost of a very good chance, very ke xi dat i didnt get wad i wanted. but pls... i hope this thing realli dun get brought up again. =/ its pointless isn'nt it? since i already had wad i've gotten, i shall just live with it. dats wad u told me right? i hope u will understand... hais.

2009-07-28T13:40:00.000+08:00

woah ! blogger is finally back to normal! make me cannot update.. haha ! so here's all the outdates posts ! =) but shit mans... still cannot post pictures ROAR !!!!

1st is jialing and yide's birthday celebration ! went sentosa on i forgot when.. the weather was good.. jus dat the sun was not power enough to cook me =/ *sigh* for the 1st time i took the ride of LUGE ! its a fun thing to play la... once in a while its okay.. haha! after which they went to yide's hse for a bbq... and poor me have to go work.. hai~ sad life for me ! but oh wells ~ they did enjoy themselves !

NEXT is my papa de birthday! we had this kinda impromptu outing cum celebration other than the dinner... so for dinner, we had it at one zi char stall at west coast road or smth... forgot exactly where.. the food was nice. worth it lahs.. hehe ! after dinner went to 2am... its at holland V... quite a nice place to relax and have nice desserts.. for wine lovers... its a place u all can go... affordable... they have wine dat they recommend u to go with together with the desserts.. a special concept.. i like.. =) ACTUALLY wanted to go sing K with family de... but again... i have to work the next day.. HAIII ~ poor me again.. haha! but nvm.. there's oways next time mans ! so we went home.. there's a surprise for my dad.. cos he have yet to cut a birthday cake ! so my job was to keep my dad awake while my brother went out to buy cake.. with the excuse of sending his gf home ! lols ! so finally when my brother was back, my parents was already asleep!!! but i purposely kept the lights on.. (they asked me to off it after i bathe but i purposely dun wan) hehe!! so me n my brother took the candle lighted cake into the room right at my dad's face~ its like a "turn out" thing.. NS peeps will noe hehe!!! so after the singing and cutting cake... we took pictures... i tell u... my parents are totally cute hehe ! i promise to show pictures if blogger allows ! =)

so far dats all... will be back for more ! =D

2009-07-17T12:05:00.002+08:00

work is boring ! but but but ! plain clothes duty is totally cool !! haha ! =) no details but omg omg... cool !! jus boring though.. =/

I FINALLY WATCHED TRANSFORMERS !!!! but like quite disappointing lehsss... =( too must fighting until zzzz alr.. but optimus prime is power la in this season.. haha! totally cool ! the even more sian part is dat there's something wrong with the sound system at one part which is like quite exciting ? but at tt point of time i already quite sian alr.. so dun care.. haha!

still no pictures.. cos jess sent me my bday de instead of the sentosa de =/ shall ask from her again...

LASTLY !!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY DAD !!!!! =D

2009-07-12T17:25:00.003+08:00

wah laooo work was crazy... DUN SINGAPOREANS NEED TO SLP?! super crazy i tell u... its onli until 6am den we poor people get to rest.. =/ and is totally shagged out especially when i went to sentosa b4 i went to work... haha !

anyway... went to sentosa to celebrate jialing and yide's birthday... the sun was good ! but not consistant... roar... so i didnt get any darker... went to play LUGE ! 1st time in my life... haha!! kinda fun lahs... but i prefer the sky ride more.. =) pictures were taken... will get it from jess den upload... nice scenery there.. haha!

went to vivo with loser the day before as well... spotted the poor courtesy bear.. realli very poor thing.. haha !

innocent bear... so i took a picture with him to make him feel better hehe !!! -shakes head- all thanks to H1N1.

2009-07-08T22:33:00.002+08:00

hmmm.... I WANT TO WATCH TRANSFORMERS !!!!!! date me anyone ?! =( work is boringggg... off days are more boringggg =/

anyway... met up with sister!! very long nv catch up already.. went to eat yum cha dim sum buffet.. super full i tell u.. but i think this is the least i ate so far? as compared to the other 2 times i went.. haha! IM GETTING FAT ! so must control!! hmmm.. bought camera... but wasted.. no pictures taken hehe!! bring for the sake of bringing onli.. i must have the habit of taking pictures le... so blog can be more interesting.. den more memories to be kept... =)

making us of the off days to catch up with alot of people... must find back all my long lost frens.. haha ! anyway... dats all for now... siannn tmr need go back station for in service... be back for more updates ! =)

2009-07-05T22:55:00.004+08:00

hey guys! im back with a new skin!!! hur hur !!! enjoy ur stay ya? mean while... here's a video of my proness.. haha !!! =x

haha !!! not bad lehs ?

2009-05-26T00:21:00.026+08:00

ahhh!!! been so busy ! ahaha ! shall let the pictures tell the story ! enjoy~

My 21st Birthday Party !! =)

Passing Out Parade !!!!

yup thats all abt it ! ahah !! i said alot cos a picture speaks a thousand words ma... look how much words i wrote? haha !

2009-04-18T11:50:00.011+08:00

woah... been long since i update ! anyway.. thats cos im busy with tests and tests ! =/ glad that its all over... im waiting for my Passing Out Parade le!!! POP LO!!!! hehe!! stuck there for 5 mths... seems long at the start.. but thanks to all my bunch of nonsense squad mates, these 5 mths seems like fast ! haha ! anyway.. update of wad happened to me !!

went to batam last sunday... 11th April.. batam everything was cheap... went there to be a millionair.. but the place was kinda boring thou... went to the 2 biggest shopping centre over there... but i tell u.. singapore de one isetan can win the 2 big shopping centres there !! in the end i onli bought 1 polo ralph polo tee.. hehe !! FOOD THERE WAS CHEAP! there's this set... one plate of stirfried chicken with rice, one chicken burger, 2 glasses of coke and one plate of fries.. all that for onli 35 rupiah ! how cheap was that.. haha ! although food was onli okay tasting.. but i like the fries there.. cos their potatoes were jus nice ok? haha ! okay... the 1st thing we did when we reach batam was to eat the legendary A&W fast food that has already extinct in singapore ! was okay onli la.. jus too long nv eat and my memory of that was onli the waffle, curly fries and root beer float.. the rest of the menu no memory at all.. so until now i am going to be 21, i see the menu... quite dissapointing thou... hehe... but the 3 things i remembered when i was young? tastes the best la...

my blog v boring so decided not to be lazy and post some photos... its all bcos i no have a camera phone =/

the classic A&W de bear bear !!

the favourites! root beer float and curly fries !

the legendary strawberry waffle !

heh... old sch bahs ? anyways.. there's more updates! went to the new shopping centre at bugis... and i got eaten up by doraemon.. (xiao ding dang)

not that xiao after all huh?

inside his tummy le... =(

cool eh ? im still alive dun worry haha ! had my block leave on monday till wednesday... short short de 3 days pass v fast.. shall not blog abt wad happened.. haha ! =x some things are not meant to be said =)

this is nice! thanks !

oh oh oh !! i was too bored i played with my camera... this shot like quite nice.. haha ! like taken in studio.. not edited oh !! all original in my cosy room.. =)

haha! hello! =) didnt smile.. so this picture kinda spoiled.. i hope i wun get caught for posing in my police shirt! =/

thats all abt it guys ! hope u guys had a good time reading =)

2009-03-15T00:44:00.003+08:00

4th and the last IPPT.. passed... still... i missed my silver... due to jump again... super sad pls... hais... i was quite disappointed like realli... o wells... at least i passed ! =)

this whole week was actually quite fast lahs.. just that alot of drills practices.. cos drill test coming up... suppose to b this week alot of test on the field side.. in the end oso no have...

hell week is coming ! coy commander says its gonna be hell the next week... bless me pple ! =) but i wun die dun worry.. im strong LOL!

hais... been feeling very i dunno... no moood to update le.. haha!

and pple ! pls dun watch "watchmen" SUCKS ! brain cells killing... mayb tt's y im feeling this way.. haha! still recovering from the stone-ness i got from watching the show =) take care my frens !

2009-02-27T20:39:00.003+08:00

back to update again..

3rd IPPT.. passed again.. just abit more to get silver already... due to the standing board jump... i didnt make much effort in my run... cos i noe no more silver !! but im quite happy with my 2.4km run cos i improved... 9 sec faster and i can get silver.. hehe!! but still.. was not in my best condition to do my IPPT cos 1 week didnt exercise due to being sick... =/ and this week... im sick AGAIN... this time slight fever, cough + flu... weather has been bad my frens... take good care of urself...

i lost weight again!! this time im already below 80kgs... if i didnt see wrongly... wait till the results are printed out =) medical review is next wed... hopefully i can up my PES status which will benefit me very much for my posting... hopefully my efforts in slimming down will be paid off...

for the next few weeks alot of tests are coming up... 4th and last IPPT, drill test, PSOC, law test, senario based test... etc etc... will take up the next 3 weeks bah i suppose... after all the test can relax le! but still stuck there for another 1 mth i suppose? =/

my squad got selected as a demo squad for drills for the 135th intake de parents... like a performance thing lahs.. but have to compete with another squad so finally decide which squad will do the demo... kinda happy but im worried abt my leg... today do drills until ankle swollen.. zzz but still... its a plus points for our squad... brings glory haha! apprently everyone is kinda excited abt it.. =) way to go guys !

i think there's nth much to share le.. haha! will update again...

2009-02-22T17:13:00.002+08:00

wooo... im back to update again!!! =)

been busy so dun realli have the time to update... for the sad things first... sad to say... my junior has passed away... he is so so so young... he set the record of me attending the youngest funeral... sigh... so not used to it seeing the picture at the wake being so young... he's a great guy... may u find peace up there jordan... i did ask my grandparents to look out for u so ya... nonetheless, we will sure miss u here... may u bless ur parents and everyone of us up there alright?

i got to attend his funeral cos i got MC for 2 days... i had diarrhoea and fever... was super weak when i got home on monday.. dun even have the strength to take the medicine... which is the tablets... 15 big tablest i have to swallow can ?! I HATE TABLETS LIKE TOTALLY!!! so i jus drank the syrup and went off to slp... when i slept i feel like im the heater bringing warmth to the room... so u can imagine how hot im feeling at that point of time...

after i got back from MC, i was told that im naturally granted 3 days of light duty... in which i no need to do any physical exercises...i jus have to sit there while dey do all the fierce stuffs... lucky me cos it was a fierce week...

and when i got back from MC, i was super happy... cos i got recommended by my OC to be posted into Special Operations Command (SOC) the dream unit i wan to get into... but now the headache part is i dunno whether to go into the Tactical Squad (fei hu dui)or the Dog Unit sighs.... but up till this point of time, everything is still not confirmed yet... i think i still have to pass my medical review to see whether my BMI allows me to get into the unit... sucks mans... which means even if i can tahan the trainings that dey provide, jus because im overweight or rather my BMI is high, i cant get into SOC... and i will be stuck with paper works. which MAKES US FAT BACK! ROARRRR !!

come to think of it.. my NS life hav been lucky or rather dey have been v good to me... 1st i lose weight... 2nd i passed my IPPT, 3rd my swimming category was upgraded from C1 to B (i think) which means i can get a cert for advance life saving... 4th, i got recommended to be in SOC.. and alot more... which brings up my performance in my squad... but im not happy cos everyone is making comments abt me.. i dun like it... =/

thats all im updating.. my POP is still freaking far away... zzzzz

2009-02-08T14:46:00.002+08:00

finally got time to update... was so so so busy playing! my new year is so well spent.. haha ! except for the book in part, everything was good ! nv had my new year so well spent.. a brief update... hee !

on the book out b4 chinese new year (friday 23rd jan) , went to eat our craving-since-monday de cafe cartel with squad mates... the chinatown peeps of cos! =x me had pork ribs, as usual, the sauce is still too sweet.. but nonetheless, our cravings are satisfied.. =) after tt, went for a movie.. Bride Wars... liked the show.. cos its comedy... realli a nice show indeed... b4 the move we went play arcade.. played the bball shooting machine, did some stupid stuffs again. was suppose to play a linked game, den i said ok... i insert the token, i stood straight up smartly and slam the solo button.. =.= hahas ! i was not the most stupid ok! is mr penguin.. he played mahjong... he had san wan and wu wan... he drew si wan.. den he happily discarded the si wan he drew.. how smart right? after the movie we stood ard and chatted until like 3am plus ? haha! a good time with dem despite going out together for the 1st time.. =) and all of dem had the same dressing sense as me ! t shirt, duan ku, tuo xie! =D

sat 24th jan: went to celebrate huat 21st bday... went to a fine dining restaurant.. omg ! he blanjah la... super ex pls.. but thanks huat... hope u had a wonderful bday... and of cos the present which u said yue kan yue hao kan... haha !

sun 25th jan: ITS CHINESE NEW YEAR EVE!!! of cos spent it with my family.. haha! had tuan yuan fan.. den watch pirated ye wen... realli a nice show.. if onli the quality was better..

mon 26th jan: morning relative come.. den played black jack.. win win win!! haha ! aft tt go bai bai and visiting... recieves lots of ang bao.. hehehe! at night went play mahjong with besties... win at mahjong.. aft which lost at black jack. haha!! played until 5 am den reach home... super sehh

tue 27th jan: went bai tai sui... eat dim sum... den all come my hse play black jack again.. i didnt play.. too tired... went to slp cos aft tt need book in.. zzz after which i spent my weekdays in camp haha!!

friday 30th jan... no where to go... so stayed at home aft book out...

sat 31st jan: visiting to frens hse... aft tt went meet up with besties for another round of mahjong again.. won! but lost at blackjack AGAIN haha!! but nvm la... gambling is not the main one.. is those fun and time spent.. hee!

sun 1st feb.. BOOK IN... zzzz haha !

den skip those in camp stuffs... haha ! its friday again ! 6th feb now.. haha! friday went sing k with squad mates at party world.. hee hee!! dey are good singers mans ! i very zi bei... =( haha! play until 4 plus den go home..

sat 7th feb... celebrated peiwen's be-earli birthday... went to blu jas eat... food was not bad. haha ! aft which we went alps... drink and sing... i nv drink! i good boy... =) hope u like the present and wishing u a wonderful 21st bday! =)

today! 8th feb... slp until afternoon... den here i am blogging haha !! a little update in my camp life!! I PASSED MY IPPT!!!! haha !! super happy... but since den everyone calls me inspector =.= i wan aim for silver thou... jump and run jump and run!! but ultimately... its still my weight tt decides where im posted to.. =/ demoralizing... stupid BMI to all my squad mates! lets all train together... aim for CAFE!!! GOOD FOOD WOR!!! jiayous !

so fast new year end le.... now the next thing im looking forward to is my POP... =D more updates coming up! stay tuned...

2009-01-18T15:19:00.002+08:00

ROAR !!! failed my IPPT... cos of the 2.4km run... if i did'nt walk on the last round... i will pass!! not trying to hao lian or wad but if i did'nt walk... i will be the onli one hu passed in my squad.. ^^ but well... among the 3 squads, onli 3 person passed... haha ! so if i were to pass... i think i will kanna shoot again.. =/ well, i will pass it next time ! heh heh! aft IPPT is class straight until in the late afternoon, we did Standard Obstacle Course ! like fun but seems very impossible to pass after calculation.. haha!

that was wad happened on monday... wad a bad start of the long week..now for tuesday.. we had PT as usual in da morning, den class again... law lessons can be realli run without out own OC Squad around.. cos the relieve one always talk cock with us.. haha ! tuesday night was fun cos we all gathered in one room chat until near lights off den slp.. haha! must relax ahh...

now for wednesday... hmm... let me recall...we had class again... hmm... shall summarise... for the whole week, we had class practically everyday... and i tell u... its not easy.. cos dey used chim chim english... =/ need to read a few times den will understand wad the slide is talking abt... but when the OC Squad is explaining.. everything seems easier to understand.. hehs!!

skip until friday.. cos thurs is jus exactly the same as wed... =X im lazy and i dun wan to bore the readers as well haha! friday had swimming lessons... again, we had fun... a 1.5 hr lesson done in 1/2 hr... dunno the instructor slack or wad, so far not as scary as wad everyone said... touch the water for onli 5 mins.. but still, i wun wan the fierce side of swimming to happen =) DEN WAS BOOK OUT LO!!! that was after class lurhs... ard 6pm... went home, den shop abit with parents at parkway... got myself a very interesting Tee.. the design is onli "&" thats all.. haha! seems like quite alot of pple bought it.. better not let me see alot of other peeps wear... hehs !

i havent bought my shoe... no time siaaa... but my weekends are well spent ! i went back to bakerzin to visit my collegues... although most of dem are not there but still... the fun ones are there that day.. haha... shall do last min shopping next week when i book out... next week will be chinese new year!!! so looking forward to it... thank goodness the schedule for next week is not very tiring... hehe!!

thats all for now! I WILL BE BACK ! =)

2009-01-11T14:10:00.002+08:00

its another weekend !!! wow... 5 days in camp is indeed long mans... not like last few weeks get to book out on wed for xmas and new year... looking forward to chinese new year ! its gonna be a super long weekend haha! =)

hmmm... now on updates for the week...

Monday: Whole day PT cos the schedule planned for us is screwed up AGAIN... its been quite some time tt we have PT already.. like a fierce one... although the PT is kinda simple.. but the aftermath? pain pain and pain... gonna get used to it so wun die so easily.. for the morning one we trained on our 2.4 run for the upcoming IPPT.. Mr Robocop/Rock trained us to run 1 round in 2 mins for 3 rounds... after which we have to complete 3 rounds in 6mins.. sounds okay right? but when u actually do it.. ZOMG its fierce... i onli managed to keep to the timing for the 1st 3 rounds =) as for the 3 rounds in 6 mins, i could'nt do it cos i had a very bad backache =/

Tuesday: The official start of my law lessons... finally get to see our permanant OC Squad.. i would say he is much better than the temporary one cos he seems more fun ! law lessons will be more interesting i suppose ? haha ! lessons whole day ! kinda boring though =/ cos its all the introduction etc etc.. but from the 1st lesson, we can start to feel the stress coming in already... even though its still studying, but its a different kinda stress! smth tt we wun feel it in sch.. at least for me.. its not gonna be easy... i shall be optimistic and try my best bahs... =)

Wednesday: hmmm.... let me think... oh ! wed is oso whole day law lessons... but this time, my OC squad could'nt make it so there was some "relieve teacher" so for every lessons, we have to wait for 1 hr for the teacher to come... because it is relieve teaching, lessons are more relaxed... esp the lesson in the afternoon... we did'nt have a proper lesson, instead we intro ourselves to the "teacher" hehs ! kinda fun... found out quite a number of things regarding the requirements to get into an unit.. hopefully i can meet the requirements =)

Thursday: Suppose to be IPPT in da morning but was cancelled... HURRAYS !! if we were to take the test, zomg.. sure fail until very jialat cos everyone is in pain! due to the lactic acid hehs ! hmmm... we did the 2.4 run again.. but we did'nt do the full one cos time was wasted.. in the end we sprint up n down the soccer field like i dunno... 10 000 times ? haha! lucky it ended b4 i hit my limit... cos i was already starting to feel that im breaking it alr... phew... im still alive and kicking =) right aft the morning PT was swimming lessons... our very 1st swimming lessons... it was said that we will onli touch the water for 2 mins... as for the rest of the time we will be doing poolside PT.. =/ so swimming is a very fierce lesson... in the end we warmed up and swim realli for less than 2 mins... den end of lesson.. haha!! nth fierce happened... it was to categorize our swimming skills... im in category C ! cos apprently the instructor din'nt realli see everyone of us swim... but nvm.. the unit i wan to go dun need zai swimming skills =)

in the afternoon we went to Ministry of Home Affairs... went for a heritage tour.. talking abt history of the police force and etc... interesting lahs.. a great and relaxed way to spend our day cos NO EXERCISE ! haha! but at night kanna night PT =/ cos was too noisy... but manageable...

Friday: PDT = teach us how to fight lesson after stopping for 1 week... alot of thing kinda forget... but we finished off all we need to learn... which means it is coming to an end alr... in da afternoon, we had our theory test... den suddenly, practical test was well... was very afraid abt the practical test cos its easy to fail... but stilll... i got thru the 1st part of the test... which is the usage of baton.. cleared tt.. still got unarmed tactics and handcuffing to go.. which is the hard part... *prays that i can pass* then it was book out !!!! haha!! the poor fit peeps hu came in on tuesday had to watch is go home.. cos its their comfinement week.. the 1st 10 days.. hope dey had a wonderful weekend inside =p

thats all for wad happened in camp hehe.. gonna get prepared to book in le ! update again next week! stay tuned=)
u gave me the strength to carry on =)

2009-01-04T14:48:00.003+08:00

update in progress.....

oh wells... christmas and new year is over... from now onwards will be a 5 day week... no more wed book out and thurs night book in le... haha!! been 2 weeks since i ate full course meal from the camp's mess haha! every week will feel longer now... =) now onli can look forward to lunar new year le, which is pretty soon.. 3 more weeks =D xing nian kuai lerhs gong xi fa cai !

more updates about my life in da Academy ! i have finished my range shooting test last week... and i was very happy + glad + proud of myself ! cos i earned myself a marksmanship ! =D seriously that day dunno was lucky or i on form when the target gets nearer and nearer to me, and i can see the holes clearer, im so thrilled to see that there are no holes outside the target ! and i got 72/80 points, which is jus nice for me to get marksman ! was so happy cos my previous shoots wasn't very fantastic... did'nt get any marksman at all.. even have fail de.. so ya.. was very happy... =)

a summary of wad i did over the weekend... friday after book out and after dinner went to have a talk with loser at some hong kong cafe.. as for sat, i was at city hall for the whole day.. exchanging my super old jeans to the original levis! my meng mei yi qiu de levis jeans ! omg.. haha! exchanged 2 pcs.. yup.. indeed.. spent quite alot ytd... thanks to my bestie for accompany-ing me... =) at night went to eat shokudo pasta with a alcoholic ghost =x den walk walk walk from cityhall to central to clarke quay den decided to sit down at i forgot wad bridge to talk... wind was super strong dunno y.. haha! sent the ghost home den went home slp...and its sunday ! how time flies... weekends are so short... =/ booking in in a few more hrs time.. wonder wads the programme up for us in the Academy... hopefully is PDT again..

well thats all for now... gonna pack up and get ready to go back le...
imu

2009-01-01T15:58:00.006+08:00

oooo!!! im back to update! 1st post in this brand new year !

yup... i have already surrendered my PINK IC to the government... and now i belong to the government... =/

i got direct entry to the Home Team Academy.. which is the Singapore Police Force... WO SHI JING CHA!! =x very fast... im in there for a month already... Prep Course is over.. so in this new beginning of the year, my lessons and trainings will start proper...

a little detail of wad i did in the Academy... we did learn how to protect ourselves... by shouting "MOVE BACK SIR" by being thrown and pin down to the floor.. etc etc... and i had already fired my first firearm in my life! omg thats very exciting... but oh wells... i do hope to fire more firearms in future... SOC SOC SOC!!! the place i wan to be!! oh... SOC means Special Operations Command.. i aim to get in to the Tactical Squad (SWAT Team or SDU in layman terms).. i think the training will be more interesting bahs... another option is wan to get into the K9 unit.. train police dogs.. haha ! but the requirement to get into SOC kinda tough... one of it is IPPT =/ do hope i will be stronger and get a silver...and those units i wanna get into is subject to availability de... on the overall, training there is more of a different experience bahs... many says its fortunate to be in the police force... well... its a big difference as compared to the army bahs.. thats all i can say... =)

Squad mates and bunk mates are great... so far so good... that makes training even easier to tahan through.. yup... lets all achieve wad we wan ba =) jiayou PENGUINS! yup... thats wad we call ourselves in there... hur hur !

oh oh oh !!! i forgot... MERRY CHRISTMAS and of cos a HAPPY NEW YEAR to everyone!
my resolution? as usual... a better year than the last... =) im simple like i said >.<

2008-11-04T22:49:00.002+08:00

ho ho ho.... im so not used to the computer now... haha! wan use the computer for a longer time oso siannn... cos i rather slp ! hehs !

anyway to all the peeps hu read my blog... (most of the time will be disappointed thou, cos NO UPDATE =x ) im like working almost everyday until my toopid collegue come back from his holiday.. haha! was tiring but all was worth it... job at science park no more le... so its freaking far from my hse and it starts very earli... although everytime work got motivation in the morning when i reach the buona vista bus stop... lools ! no more slping at the underground connecting to esplanade! even though i slept there onli once.. no more slping at MW bench wating for time to go work ! sad life for me isn't it ? haha !

just when i think im like more free alr... one part timer cannot work due to her age limit... =.= have to wait till her bday over den can work... dats plain kam gong! haha... dunno wad the company is thinking.. cannot be flexible abit de... so ya... peeps ! dun give birth to ur child during the end of the year ok ? haha !

hmmm.. other than work... nothing much to update lars... haha ! if not will be a never ending post... y must let everyone noe wad happened to me leh ? haha ! tt's my excuse for being lazee lahs ! =)

2008-09-06T00:40:00.002+08:00

whew!!! the past week was zomg hectic... work work and onli work... 7am to 12 pm... 3pm to 10pm or 11pm on weekends... the money come in will be like wow ! dats if im not lazee and pon work like on thurs.. =x

but its worth it lahs... jus the travelling si bei sian... now all i need is slp... ps... yang ming jiu is effective! i think... hur hur... shld try... take care peeps ! =)

2008-08-29T12:43:00.005+08:00

shit. i regretted not updating... DAR BEW TEE EFF!!! prays tt its not realised =/

oh anyway... since im here typing.. a few announcements...

IM DONE WITH NGEE ANN!!! although results not out YET but im sure i can clear dem =)

yea... i jus came back from chalet 2 hrs ago... the chalet i tell u changed alot since i last went.. super nice renovated until swee swee! look very modern.. nice environment... nice frens... anyway this chalet is together with my classmates hu are one year my junior... ahh u noe... its a cross-streamer thing =/ yup.. back to topic... haha! super nice pple... so far in my poly life this class best.. super bonded! i like... yah den some gimmie "testimonials" saying im realli like a house husband dots.. got jie2 pi4 oways wan clean up do this do tt.. all thanks to my mum hu gave me her genes... hehs ! my selling point for my self WHAHAHA ! any takers? but qixuan i still love u =x our 2 GIGS!! din manage to do it... NEXT TIME!
did quite alot of silly stuffs back at the chalet... things like taking the blanket from da room upstairs and cover myself den crawl down to the living room... hiding in the wardrobe wanted to scare pple den in the end gave myself 2 shots of fart inside... super kam gong.. but oh wells.. tt contributes to the fun ! BLUFF IS CLASSIC! 4 sixs ! the kitchen become like those jap-street hawker... dey normally hang some cloth so pple walking the streets wun be able to look wads inside tt kind? yah.. we did dat using our towel... got hello kitty and pooh bear omg! n all belongs to the guys...

OH YES!!! HOW CAN I FORGOT NARUTO!!! 1st time playing.. totally spammed the controller pls... backups are used as a decoy.. haha!! ROCK LEE!!! lools! and HINATA... 64 strikes.. super nice.. hur hur !! the game let me laugh until i cramp can? thanks to the stunning crunches on wed.. haha! the best part abt the game is the ulti... u strike the opponent alr, dey let u watch "trailer" den "trailer" end, GAME OVER.. haha!

hmmm dats the summary of wad happened at the chalets lahs if i were to say this will be a long long long post... my enlistment date not out yet... earliest can go in is dec... i will be working working working.. im taking 2 jobs btw.. fierce... one is bakerzin.. the other is at science park do some sequencing stuffs... will update when i can ! so yah.. hehs! off to slp! so tired out...

2008-06-27T22:36:00.005+08:00

why brood over a girl when there are better guys out there?
-jj guo-

HAHA !

kiap is dead on u noe wad date.. hur hur XD

2008-06-13T21:25:00.002+08:00

sianarden... the feeling again...

i hate the fact tt its so true... sigh~

2008-06-07T16:12:00.002+08:00

june 6......

happiness always brings sadness... ytd im srsly dunno y.. not my normal self... super high... but today's mood is right down at the bottom...

m i happy because got a gut feeling that i duno wad is there to be happy abt but jus naturally being happy or... i think it is ba... it jus came so naturally. until i realised...

im right ! my holidays will be a emo one... cos i used up all my happiness yesterday... but its ok... cos now i noe the reason y im happy... =)

2008-06-05T22:57:00.001+08:00

ooo tmr last paper... den is holidays lo !

but supra emo... 8am paper.. zzzz

the ding dong nv came back =(

2008-06-05T00:41:00.002+08:00

aiyo~ when will i get my returns ?

hmm... i realli need to do some good things... i've been down on my luck.. so. any good things for me anyone?

DING DONG! =)

2008-06-03T21:29:00.001+08:00

tom left...

time did not allow us to stay with each other longer... still, thank you tom ! for giving me such short yet sweet memories... feeding u, watching u nibble and eating has been my new found hobby.... cos i simply like the way u are... from the day u get ur food from my gigantic hands, u have accepted me... n on the other hand... from the day u came into my hands, i have accepted u as part of my family and my life...

seeing u being so weak, so helpless, im ashamed of myself.. i haven't been a good owner well enough... im sorry... its too late... its all too late...

even though u left... u already had a place in my life... rest in peace tom.. i hope u will find happiness in ur new life... up there..

wads left is only my memories of u and ur picture... from the bottom my heart... i love u =)

2008-06-03T17:44:00.002+08:00

today is a busy day...

morning went to the bank to activate my ATM and debit card... den need IC -.-" bo bians... went back home to take my passport... den return the acknowledge form le... still need to wait 2 days den can use my card...

den went to pasir ris to make my new ez link card.. $21 dollars can?! wah liew... $10 for admin fee.. Personalisation fee $3.. card cost $5 plus GST jiu $21 le.. so pple!! dun lose ur ez link!

went home to get tom... bought him to the vet... super poor thing lahs... eye infection plus internal injury... hais... survival rate 50-50 if tom not strong enough, within 5 days will be gone le =( LIVE WELL TOM!!!! BE STRONG~
lucky did not wait will CT over den bring him to vet.. if not... there goes tom...
at the vet when the person was doing the diagnosis.. hear the person say here infection there pain.. cannot balance when walking... ESPECIALLY THE SURVIVAL RATE... super sad can? the onli thing tt worth listening is that tom's heartbeat is normal...

have yet to take a nice photo for my IC and licence... wait till CT is over ba... hmmm... dunno the hair can style den take not.. cos its IC and licence... have to be good boy look... i dunno.. haha!

back to study my proteo!! haven had the time to study cos of the many things i did today... hope i can do well...

2008-06-02T20:32:00.002+08:00

hmmm... tom is dying ! =( still dun wan to eat... onli drink water... very very weak... now common test somemore... i need time to bring him to the vet ! live well tom !

i think i need to strengthen my knees... it keeps shaking... =/ did'nt know the effects came onli now... after so long... onli realised until last year climbing mountain... shake until no tomorrow can? tt time tot was over exert cos decending the mountain... will have the no strength feel... den when resting will shake... now worse... stand oso got the no strength feel... zzz

its common test period... good luck everyone ! as well as for me... needa juggle b/w fyp n studying... but so far so good... still can manage.. jus tired dats all...

mum says i got fairer(face esp)... I DUN WAN !!! wah lao... super gay... den sian... makes my dark circles more obvious... holidays shall go sentosa be tanned until like bangala... =) but the sun dun be so fierce pls... dun make sentosa become sahara desert... i will feel v nua n hide in shade... haha!

hmmm.. till den... i shall work hard hard for common test...

2008-06-01T18:27:00.003+08:00

half way thru studying.. i took a rest so used com for a while... suddenly got a few thoughts..

hmmm.. i really think tt tian shen wo cai bing you yong... everyone has his/her strengths or weaknesses... y must a person be all rounded? but on the person's path on achieving his or her talents, issit because that person is doing it because of parents pressure? or issit on own will? or issit see pple know how to do it and oso wan to be like them? seems abit out of point... having that feeling issit because bu gan xin? or issit find it very wasted... i duno wad to write anymore...

hmmm... im kinda crazy i think... m i poking my nose too much into other's life? i jus want to show that i realli care.. i want to be there but m i allowed? i shall squeeze my way thru den... one day... i hope i can be there...

2008-05-31T17:00:00.003+08:00

hmmm... today is mugging day... but i feel like going out at night... hur hur ... relac relac ahh... today is the last dat tt i can use the "bring a friend for a movie" thingy... cos birthday mth ma.. got 1 free ticket.. =) dun think i will get to use it though.. lools !

tom n jere fought can? poor tom.... in the end jere got sentenced to prison by me... which is in a excercise ball... till now jere is still inside =) REPENT JERE! no fighting in PEK's house haha!

hmmm half way thur studying proteomics... so far so good.. but progress is slow~ lucky i got listen lecture.. so not tt hard to understand lahs... n pass year's papers was kinda manageable... hope i can do well ! =)

my new wallet is cool... a 50ml falcon tube.. normally pple put onli coins... but i put notes in as well! haha! super zai.. i think im cute =D

so wad now? shall see after common test den plan hehs ! being too busy dats the thing... jiayou !

2008-05-29T23:54:00.003+08:00

today is a bad day... not a day for me... SERIOUSLY

lost my wallet... damage is freaking heavy and annoying plus supra troublesome... deactivate atm n debit card.. can onli send to me aft 3 working days.. recieve alr... still need send back acknowledgement slip... den wait another 4 working days den can use -.- dats wad the person told me...

made a police report cos driving licence is involved... zzzz how to drive?! plus... IC was involved too!

ez link card... oso gone.. my bus concession!!!! and my adult ez link card...
CASH? $120... was suppose to have fun today but in the end... but still thanks to all my cai shen ye ! =) thanks huat for lending me his ez link card so i can get home! thanks wayne for the meal... thanks peiwen for the drink... thanks jialing for the wallet that she gonna buy for me! haha ! thanks to the rest hu went wif me to make the report...

XIAN MAX! sucks to be me but oh wells... kharma... wad can i say? im sorry lurh... T_T

dey say got bad thing happen will bring about good things ! haha ! hope i get good results! hope everything smooth sailing ! =) ^^

and so... im going to take a nicer photo for my IC and driving licence... cos both pictures sux lah...
everythings gonna be so so so painful...
IC $50 licence $50 ATM $5 EZ link $3 LOW~

TOMORROW WILL BE A BETTER DAY!

2008-05-27T21:44:00.001+08:00

common test coming ! 1/2 a sem gonna be over~~ jiayou kiap! u can do it !

live well !!!!

n... kiap! peservere ! patience will get u good return... hopefully...

2008-05-22T22:50:00.001+08:00

hai~ kam pua sian... damn boring...

slp la slp lah...

2008-05-20T22:16:00.004+08:00

super stunned!

i dunno exactly hu are the one hu shared the present but dey gave me a pair of hamsters!!! haha!! hope dey can survive under my hands yah? hurhur dey are super cute...

introducing TOM !

shall take a nice picture of the other one den upload.. haha!! stay tuned ! =)

thanks alot peeps ! =)
n happy birthday to XIAOJUN and RAYMOND !!!! its their birthday today... ONE DAY YOUNGER THAN ME !!! =)

2008-05-19T22:26:00.003+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME ME ME ME ME !!!!

wah... first n foremost... thanks to all my frens lahs!!! plenty of wishes leh... my most number of wishes from frens over the 20 years! happy like dunno wad...

thanks to my sec sch frens for the wonderful dinner and the cake... of cos not to mention the new year like birthday card... haha!!! super farni can ?? thanks for the present too ! very handsome esp on me =) thanks hendy for the ride home... celebrating burfday on expressway was way too cool.. haha! meet up for mahjong soon kays? =)

thanks to my poly frens! for the wonderful buffet dinner at carnivore... made me po jie.. haha! but was nice... jus not used to it heh! =) sentosa was agua... haha! cos the sun was srsly too fierce... made it feels like a desert.. haha! thanks for making me puke... whaha!

thanks to my papa mama n my brother ESPCIALLY MY BROTHER !!! set alarm at 8... den wake me up jus to wish me happy birthday.. THANKS!!! so sweet of u .. haha! oh wells... u will get it when its ur burfday.. hur hur !!! thanks aunt for the big big ang bao... i will grow taller ! =) thanks to papa for footing the bill.. =x the meal was so huai nian...

thanks to all the juniors in gls hu wished me a happy birthday... realli made my day can? cos hp is throughout the day got sms one.. haha! many thanks! ^^

thanks to my ex collegues!! TOH ZHI MIN AND YVONNE NONG AND YVONNE YEO hu remembered my birthday too and wishes me happy birthday!! haha!!! haha ah mins!!! u not the onli one lehs.. sad bo? n mummy ah!! haha!! when eat dinner?? i wan dinner not supper!! hur hur !! n miss yvonne yeo... im waiting for ur cartel gathering! =) hur hur !

wad are my wishes? i shall keep it to myself.. cos haven got the chance to realli make wishes.. dun exactly have a cake this year lurh.. onli 1 slice from my sec sch frens ! haha enough alr... hehs !

hmm... suddenly it appeared in my mind... oh wells... happy birthday to me again! =) shall enjoy the last 1+ hrs left of my birthday.. haha!

2008-05-17T00:02:00.003+08:00

once again.. its a boring day... went for 1 hr of sch at 4pm... was too bored at home in the day so went to sch earlier... in the end oso nua~

hmm... alot of redundant stuffs done... dun see any point in doing tt... onli making it worse... pple do have their rights.. a totally wrong way of handling things... oh wells... im not going to do anything...

neither me nor anyone likes make or see pple make wild guesses... i shall not say anything here...

2008-05-15T18:46:00.002+08:00

wah! long time no update alr... cos my brother ORD liao... he everyday use com.. n my wireless still kinda screwed up... i dunno y... so nv on lappy at home de... anyway...

monday was good... lee jialing come n find me again.. or rather... her hot stuff =) den forgot to go innoculate cells for next day's practical...

tuesday as usual... was boring ! 3 hrs incubation time den add a little something, 3 hours incubation time again... zzzz den met supervisor for a while...

wednesday still okay... class time quite ez to spend.. haha! den aft sch got gl training... 1st training for the freshies lar... hmm... quite some things came to my ears... haha! =) rest assured !

TODAY!!!! 1st time do FYP like whole day! LITERALLY WHOLE DAY.. onli stopped for lunch.. haha! dunno y but feel very good... 1 thing is i can feel my project progressing... n i love lab work... but... today can do up to whole day is because... thanks to him, did wrong stuffs... den have to recover all the stuffs so he can trial again... no confirm method at all... boo~ but oh wells... at least it makes me feel good.. haha!

it has been quite some time alr... =/

2008-05-10T21:53:00.001+08:00

oh ! changed a new blog skin... simple though... jus nice suit a simple person like me =)

wads left is onli music ba... haha!! will update soon... so in the meanwhile... continue to enjoy ur stay ^^

2008-05-09T09:46:00.002+08:00

yesterday was a good day... mr ben wong will noe.. haha !!!

went for medical checkup ytd... the place is like those secret underground human experiment place.. haha ! kinda fun though... hur hur ... esp the audio test... lools ! but the vocational assessment was gay... maths, IQ qns.. n alot more... supra gay... n u have to ans it fast like... 30 qns in 11 - 15 mins ?

den went back to sch aft checkup... went to do FYP... still okay.. not so bad den aft tt go see supervisor.. suddenly feel tt project is progressing alr... cos got new things to do =) ending soon alr.. hope everything continues to go well...

2008-05-06T21:42:00.002+08:00

according to the previous post... looks like my tomorrow will nv come.. lol...

so wrong can ? im jus too busy to blog... sigh... i have alr had my thinking but im not blogging it here =)

so wad happens to my weekend? i went to work... packing contact lens so... good money... n plus working with familiar peeps... so quite relac la... no stress.. i so need to work can ? need income.. haha !

FYP dun feel progressive.... hope it turns out well =)

no feel blog liao...

2008-05-03T00:09:00.003+08:00

oh wells... looks like it did'nt help much... no progress at all...
it was an impossible "mission" to begin with...

i dunno to end this/give up or not but seeing tt i din really do much to help my self... i kinda bu gan xin... but i realli cant take the consequences of losing a fren again... shld i push my luck further or shld i jus let the fate stop here at this level ? i realli duno...

i think i suck... so indecisive... utter disappointment can ? i shall giv myself until tmr to decide wad i realli want...

2008-05-01T23:32:00.002+08:00

din get to have a mahjong session wif sec sch frens today cos last min plan out one mother day dinner... so no chioce but to fly their aeroplane... family's more impt lols.. and anyway its been weeks dat i haven had dinner with the whole family alr... not onli my own but together wif my maternal side of da family...

ate seafood.. but everything tastes so salty... still, its nice la... but yam paste with water chestnut taste weird =/

suddenly dunno wad to type here... alot of feelings here n there.. jus dunno how to pen (keyboard) it down... =p
*addicted*

2008-04-29T23:27:00.003+08:00

recuitment was good... alot of pple came for the interview... which is good... i wonder how the next batch of gls will be... hmmm *thinking*

today was sucha hot day pls... its been like dat for daysss... bathe= no bathe pls.. by the time i step out of hse im alr so sweaty.. ewwww.... lucky i dun stink =)
today onli got 5hr practical... nv felt my time so wasted b4 lahs... practical itself alr long enough... den when running gel... the TSO happily threw my DNA sample, which is needed for next week's practical, AWAY like dunno why ?! in the end... share DNA samples with other grps... =.= ROAR! if the DNA sample is not needed i would actually heck care it pls... jus becos it is needed, me ben n luq went to dig the dustbins and bioharzard bins in 3 labs can? jus for 3 microcentrifuge tubes... DULANS !

oh wells... its over so be it... =)

den went for dinner... den heard this long long ago song... -Waiting For You- by Anson Hu Yan Bin... mood suddenly changed... i dunno why... hearing this song dun realli remind me of anything... but yah... it jus changed my mood to low~ cos at one point of my life, this song realli affects me alot alot alot... din noe tt it still affects me to such extent even up till today... *

2008-04-27T23:24:00.002+08:00

time to update again~ okay... wad did i do during the weekends leh ?? here goes...

SATURDAY....
went to the FOC bbq to show face... took nice pictures... den go off le... went to qianni's 21st birthday party... at pasir ris too ! omg i tell u... its jus a random saturday and the chalets are like packed ! and jus nice it was the opening of the new downtown east... so everywhere is pple... back to qianni's birthday... her side also alot of pple sial.. from her primary sch all the way to poly frens... zomg! haha! anyway.. HAPPY BIRTHDAY QIANNI !!! =)

SUNDAY....
nua at home for the whole day... din eat any proper meal today.. jus abit here n there... at night went to rochor tau huay to have dinner... den nth liao... went home here i am brogging abt my life... hur hur !!

finally recieved smth regarding army! so happy... even though its jus medical checkup... hehs! at least have smth la... lucky i called up the army... if not i will be waiting n waiting n waiting... cos apprently i was deferred TILL MARCH 2009 -.-

dats all abt my weekends... haha !! tmr is lsct gl recuitment day... may the "business" prosper! haha! off to slp... ciaos...

2008-04-26T02:55:00.002+08:00

emo-si-fied.... slipper spoil... switching back to orbiang zai champion ah pek slipper... ^^

apparently vero cells STILL have not learnt their lesson... all thanks to someone hu scare dem... =x

peeps, pls dun hate me but understand me.... n do not take any blame to urself... =)

i am not emo ! =/

2008-04-24T14:08:00.003+08:00

hmmm.. im suppose to do my fyp... haha! anyway... i have finished wad i have to do today... the cells were saved ! HAHA ! hope vero cells learnt it's lesson... =)

hmmm... today take bus come sch... the sky was so filled with dark clouds... BUT !!! i kinda like the clouds... like so near u, can see dem overlapping over each other... such a nice scene...
yes ! i love the clouds... dey are so beautiful... not onli the white white candy floss look alike clouds but also the dark clouds... =) so wonderful.. hahas !

2008-04-22T21:51:00.002+08:00

2nd week of sch !! n so fast... 2 days passed liao...

i think the cells dun like us.. haha!! oways gao zi bi dun wan to grow... esp the cancer cells... den the vero cells is buay pai seh one... keep growing fast fast.. whaha !! wad a way to describe my beloved cells... HAHA ! anyway need to plan very ahead of time alr... its either the cells play wif our feelings or the biosafety cabinet (BSC) not available for us to date.. zzzz so ya... today the vero cells as usual, buay paiseh... grow until explode... but bo bians, BSC not free... so treat it as a punishment for being so not paiseh... so next time control urself ah... =)

a little space for acknowledgment: thanks jialing for visiting us yesterday! although main purpose is clear ur own stuffs =/ but ya.. still thanks for all ur help! in the end oso some random guy help de... still thanks alot alot for all ur comments ur suggestions and ur juicy SECRET... haha ! although like u tell everyone... next time when u crazy like me i CONFIRM help u ! hehs !

thanks peiwen for all ur company... i will buy u sunflower at some random time... haha ! thanks for the big discount on the saga seeds.. haha ! but i will try my best to collect... hur hur hur... thanks for the advice on the cells... dey got better alr .. haha ! all the best for ur driving.. if not the instructor gonna be in suana again... =x

end of acknowledgement ! back to blogging!

today was #%$&%^* the morning spoit by KTY... incubation time alr so sian alr still wan pull us for discussion which like no one is bothered abt... truthfully, the discussion part is interesting la.. i like the way things are being discussed cos can learn faster plus makes u think... but wan oso conduct everything tgt ma... even a 1/2 hr incubation oso pull us back for discussion plus everyone is nua cos of the previous incubation time of 2 hours... the most kuku thing is do finish alr still dun wan let us go... still wan check out bench... wa lao... one tiny piece of rubber thingy plus dust tt is accumulated over time cos A FREAKING MACHINE IS THERE oso geh gao.. wan us clean den can go... like ROAR !

but still ok la aft tt went to pass bday pressie to her... excited =x but yah... she realli turn my day back around ! =) i may sound crazy but i admit... jialing says tt too ! this is like my 1st time going to such extent... i dun wan to blog abt my feelings here.. dun worry, its not tt kind yet... i dunno if u read my blog, but im glad to hear tt u like the small pressie, its something simple... pardon the ugly wrapping plus the ugly handwriting on the box as well as on the card =x so jus strike those ugly parts off on account of my effort la hor? hehs ! must fulfill my 3rd wish for u ! happy birthday once again ! =)

woah~ long time no long long post liao.. haha ! think its enough for now ^^

2008-04-20T23:16:00.002+08:00

hmm... one week of sch has passed.. DATS LIKE VERY FAST !!!! dun feel that i have accomplished much though... lols... sch has been good so far... at least its not boring... =)

ehs... went for tuition jus now ! hah ! thanks wayne !!! he shall be my gay tutor... =)

*thinking* haha!! actually nth much to update leh... so jus scribble here n there lor... shall go blog hopping.. =)

2008-04-16T22:06:00.002+08:00

hmmm so fast... tmr is thurs... 1st week of sch gonna end soon..

but ya... its kinda good start... jus tt alot of familiar faces are gone...

today was fun day... nv lost voice... which is good... which oso means tt fun day was not dat fun afterall as compared to the past years... *sigh* eugene !! we miss u.. but still... i noe we cant oways depend on u... so although we have lost alot alot of responsibility when going back to gls... but we have a new found aim! haha!! shall disclose it here... the new found aim is ASPIRE TO BE LAO DE !!! not the kanna bully part and not the tits of defence got bigger part... haha! i believe everyone noes...

DR CHOY WENG KEONG is like super good... i swear not to pon his lesson and will listen to his lecture... provided no one disturbs me! which is like hard... whaha !

2008-04-11T23:45:00.002+08:00

oh wells... my previous is so so so scary.. hehs!!!

this post shall be a happy one !

yup... went to crash Perseus outing at Seoul Garden! hmm.. can say is realli havoc... customers like us de money realli hard to earn mans..... we kinda screwed the whole place up.. but hu cares! we had fun.. haha!! i kinda pity the manager...

den i realised.. JELIN IS SCARY... full stop.

now for wad i did today... i went to sch jus to open clubhse... yah... dats how i spend my day.. tmr is sentosa~ yay! shall slp earli tonight! ^^

2008-04-10T12:09:00.003+08:00

hmmm... now i understand y pple can slp to death.. cos i nearly was one of the victim too !

*scary*

here's the story..

i was taking a afternoon nap... den slp slp slp.. i dreamt of i cant rmb all ! but onli the fierce part... hmmm... there's this voice... asking me

VOICE: wan to wake up of not? if not i take away ur soul and keep it wif me

i din response (cos i was slping duh)

VOICE: let me ask u again.. u want to wake up or not?

i still din response..

VOICE: let me ask u ONE last time. u want to wake up or not? if not i realli am going to take ur soul n keep it wif me.. till then u regret oso too late alr...

i jumped out of the dream and woke up... the 1st thing i did immediately was "YES !" u noe? like the action when u do when u shouted YES !

yup... dats the whole story... hu noes if i din wake up... i might jus be gone from this world?

2008-04-08T14:18:00.002+08:00

hmmm... its time to blog abt FOC !

anyway... this year FOC is like the most tiring FOC i been thru... i dunno why... think too old alr...

FOC was great.. glad to hear / see / read that the freshies enjoyed the camp... anyway.. alot of unexpected stuffs happened during the camp.. the most suay siao one was the burst of the speaker... kukunarden... lucky lots of seniors were there to help keep the mood of the freshies high... wad a hard work man guys...

to all the GLs, although some parts was unsatisfactory, but still, great job well done during this year's FOC... now that everything is over, all the stuffs said oso... haha.. not realli much point alr... now all u all need to do is to find out how to make u all grow to become seniors.. cos the new batch of gls will be under u all de care le...

hmmm... felt so empty... no gls to train le... din expect this day to come so quickly... now... i am part of the look look see see group alr.. together wif my batch of pple... haha! the tot of we going back and need to refrain from helping kinda makes me feel weird.. haha ! i can already feel the feeling of going back for next year's foc.. from next year on, every foc will be a gathering for my batch de pple le...

shit ! i should stop.. =/

2008-03-27T11:55:00.002+08:00

kinda long time since i appeared here..wahahah !

anyway... been busy cos practically went to sch everyday see the gls practice their dance...

not a bad one though.. n thru our appearence, got the feel tt i got closer to the gls.. hur hur.. afterall, doing stuffs will be easier when we noe dem better ba... =)

ytd is the last training... as usual, the last training ish hit n run... realli hope dey enjoyed it cos hmmm... from their faces like sian... haha!!! anyway... this would be my last time training a new batch of gls.. of cos will miss training... but still... tian xia mei you bu san zhi yan... its time to step down step back and see these bunch of gls to bring their leader in dem to the next level...

a person cant be taught how to be a leader... cos the term leadership, comes from the heart. it is the passion and love that realli brings out the leader in you... ^^

lastly, to all the gls again, i wish everyone of u good luck for FOC. bless u guys with good health, good stamina, good voice, good spirit, good highness, good legs good breadth good muscles, good brain.. like everything nice... yes... good weather... like making powerpuff girls =x

may all the memories stay wif u guys! enjoy~

now on the side note... this is for my fren... hope u noe hu u are... hmmm... i do hope that after tha talking u kinda get to noe more abt urself and limits. and this time, its realli tine for u to grow up. u are not the usual mama's girls that your mama can control ur freedom anymore. its time u think how to take care yourself alr... im glad that u confide in me, n i want u to noe that i will always be there when u need me. dun be afraid to come to me cos haha! i got no problems in my life. i like my life simple... so obviously, a problem cant haunt me for long! but pls dun be the 1st problem tt can haunt me for long kays?

i will pray for u as promised, get well soon, physically, and mentally alrights? i will oways be ur pillar of support, one that is steady and u can kao de zhu. cos im made of all the strongest materials, wif a little bit of fats for comfort... WHAHA ! dats a promise ! =)

2008-03-21T15:39:00.002+08:00

today is a good friday... dats because yesterday was a bad thurs.. whaha ! lame shit...

now den i noe my blog got soooo many fans... STALKERS!!! whaha ! no names mentioned... dey will noe hu dey are... =p

hmmm... a stay home friday... but later got meeting... zzzzzzz

to all gls, all the best... enjoy ur last stretch of gl in training life... looking forward to see u guys running this FOC...

2008-03-19T21:02:00.002+08:00

tired-ness....

today everything seems ruined.. training was forced to cancel due to rain... in the end... plans cannot be carried out... rainy days kinda sucked but still.. it brings the temperature down... =)

i have concluded dat i had made a stupid, biggest YET the most wonderful mistake.. now that my eye shit is cleared... i can see clearly now... once and for all, it is out of my life! BYE~

2008-03-18T23:49:00.002+08:00

whoo hoo !!!

lols... i just did a damn stupid thing... jj is at chalet... i called him...
ASK HIM GO TOILET NIAO NIAO... n he dun believe me cos im using my hse number and he thinks i sound different... ^^

this shows how bored i am... heh heh...

but anyway... today was kinda fun day... watched leap years... hmmm... show was not bad... kinda messy at 1st... but the songs were nice... den went eat sakae buffet when we are not hungry at all... but got feel... so go eat lor... n i took a super retard video... hur hur !

my router and connections are giving me problems... made me cant go online at all... sigh~ especially when coming online has been wad im looking forward to esp at night... it ends my day well... =)

2008-03-15T22:41:00.007+08:00

oooo im like finally back... but i dun wish to be back... days spent at D coconut lagoon was so shiok... dats wad i define life as... though its like a pig life... but DATS REALLI LIFE!!!

earli in da morning wake up eat breakfast... den go back room nua abit before getting changed to play at the pool... which is like right in front of our room! den swim swim swim... oh... lunch time!!... eat eat eat... back to pool agn... den take pictures wif our beautiful sea and rocks... den OH !!! dinner.... whahaha~ aft dat... went to the bar at the other side of the island... i tell u ahh... i think everything is like pineapple... pineapple flavoured milkshakes... pineapple flavoured cocktail etc etc... even the free drinks tt the "Bartender" treated us are like pineapple flavoured.. malaysia indeed... haha! no words can say la.. haha!! shall show u all the pictures... woots !

picture 1. 2015 buddies!
picture 2. our beautiful pool
picture 3. our beautiful beach
picture 4. our beautiful rocks
picture 5. super nice picture can ? like those star search kind ^^

2008-03-10T17:17:00.002+08:00

back from trial camp... whaha~

today earli earli go sch do proj... den tonight taking bus to lang tengah alr...

like enjoying my holidays to da max...

^^

2008-03-05T00:06:00.002+08:00

today ish nua day... stayed at home rest watch anime... and today passed... like fast...

tmr got training... got meeting... sian max...

thurs is DND... friday saturday and sunday ish trial camp... busy week ahead!

den next week got malaysia trip wif frens... kinda looking forward to it.. haha! gonna tan like a man come back WHAHA !

i need to lose weight i need to lose weight i need to lose weight..... ROAR !

hmmm... *thinking* -cancel-
shall not spoil my day with emo thoughts... off to slp~

2008-03-04T00:28:00.001+08:00

can i uphold my decision?

2008-03-02T00:05:00.001+08:00

another day ruined by me myself and i

wad do i realli want ?

2008-03-01T00:13:00.001+08:00

day ruined...

2008-02-27T23:49:00.002+08:00

TUESDAY

wad did i do on tuesday? hmmm... yah.. i went to sch... kanna scam by supervisor... zzzzz tot can actually start bench work but in the end... meeting onli like 30 mins... zzzzz but i did not bring my labcoat anw ! WHAHA...

den went NTU pei frens submit their application forms... but not me =( n we cabbed there.. the uncle like NUB! frm NP to NTU $12.60... fren cabbed frm yishun to NTU... $17 -.- n the uncle no giv discount...

DEN went for dim sum buffet at chinatown... OWNING NICE!!! mango prawn... banana red bean smth smth smth... mango pudding.. YES MANGO PUDDING.. are u jealous jialing... haha ! ate until SUPER DUPER full... den all the crazy us start shaking each other to make each other puke... fun! den anyhow walk... end up from chinatown to marina square.. FIT ! but i think my walk frm esplanade to home is fitter.. =) so we were singing n singing and like a choir all the way while walking.. nice feeling though... i like...

TODAY...
earli in da morning go training... shall not comment much on the training...

nua at games room den go yishun eat huat family duck rice... n its like SUPER NICE... his parents is goooooddd!!! treat us drink... main dinner and a few sides... full like siao... we finished everything!!! dat shows how nice the food was.

DEN walk to dunno where eat tauhuay... kinda a long walk.. haha! cos the pace was slow... but hmm yea... nice... walk walk aft eating.. shiok ! den play big 2 there... den go home... here i am blogging... nth to say le...

-ciaoz-

-hai zhen huai nian-

2008-02-25T00:04:00.002+08:00

today ish a good day !

went out wif frens... went to settlers cafe... like fun there.. haha! play until dam high... haha!

den went to eat mathattan fish... food was alright... nth special anw... FISH LOR... wad else? heh!

den went along the singapore river sit sit chat chat... see pple play the reverse bugee.. see tourists sail pass us.. wave at them say hi to dem... jus a crazy bunch of us... or rather... me and another guy.. haha!

dunno when can see dem again... one going thailand, hong kong and beijing... wah~~ envious... as usual... i demanded a panda from her.. ^^

hmmm... i wan mahjong with dem cos its like so fun... playing wif dem best.. its not the winning of money... its more of the precious times we spent tgt once in a while.. love dem to the max !

here i wish hendy... good luck for ur TP tmr !

cheryl yi lu shun feng! rmb my panda...

the rest of u guys good health, keep in touch and cya guys soon!

2008-02-22T01:35:00.003+08:00

today ish rest day! not bad... haha nua at home.. watch tv... den suddenly dr ooi say tmr need hand in lit review and proj management... PWN!

but i still went to slp anyway.. haha !!

started doing the fyp stuffs wif ben at 10 plus.. den now 1.30... jus finished and sent.. haha!
the start of late hours and reports... ^^ hope i will be fine ba...

next tue officially start bench work le... gonna be busy =)

hmm tmr's another rest day i suppose ? no plans to go out... haha! but nvm... sat's sentosa... shiok... can become black black!! ^^ ehs... nth much alr... go slp alr... zzzzz

2008-02-19T00:02:00.002+08:00

exams are finally OVERRRRR~~ lols... but still... more fierce stuffs are coming up! FYP mans... where got time ? zzzzz but i do hope my FYP is a smooth sailing one... =)

today ish gay... 3 big big guys watch movie... SWEET SWEET... haha!! watched jumper... not bad show... but... ended like too abruptly.. LIKE SERIOUSLY!!! den will have motion sickness de... not for me.. i FIT !

hope my this holidays will be a better one... ^^

=0 good luck to u !

2008-02-17T01:44:00.001+08:00

can i be the one ?

-prays-

2008-02-15T21:47:00.002+08:00

finally its the end of the week le~ been having tests for the past week... 3 papers gone~ assignment all submitted ! yay~

now wads left is one last hardcore module... GENOMICS... zzzzz fierce module... next monday i will be free!!! for jus like some moment den will be busy alr... FYP starting le... kinda excited though...

this holidays will be a busy one... trail camp, FOC, FYP and some trip =) v excited abt the trip ! hopefully im allowed to go... heh...

hmm.. been thinking alot... din realli slp well... n partly bcos of the toopid mosquito tt is so gigantic which sting me... the mosquito sting is not itchy kay? ITS PAIN... den whole nite cant slp.. but i managed to killed it ytd ^^ but sian see my blood.. haha !! sucks to be me !

hmmm... next week is like the last week of sch alr... for many of them... by right im suppose to enjoy this... but... nah... im still stuck in sch, sianarden... sigh~

........

2008-02-11T22:17:00.000+08:00

looks like my blog is near dead again! haha

shall scribble here n there ^^

anyway been busy for the past few weeks... all the assignments... sian... now CNY oso cannot enjoy... all the stupid tests... today had DDD ! still okay la.. can manage the questions =p

3 more paper to go~ bioinfo is the pwn... zzzzz

2008-01-29T23:06:00.001+08:00

its jus too good to be true...

2008-01-21T22:34:00.000+08:00

DDD sucks !

makes me hate Dr koh...

hmmm... n i think mel dun like me =(

got the going to finish my workload feel but... i think still got alot of things to do

DDD DDD DDD DDD DDD DDD DDD DDD DDD DDD DDD DDD
GENOMICS GENOMICS GENOMICS GENOMICS GENOMICS
BIOINFO BIOINFO BIOINFO BIOINFO BIOINFO BIOINFO
PDC PDC PDC PDC PDC PDC PDC PDC PDC PDC PDC PDC PDC

*conclusion.. DDD and BIOINFO has the same length
Genomics and PDC also has the same length...

therefore.... DDD and bioinfo is a pair of double stranded words

and Genomics and PDC is a pair of double stranded words...

so in total there are a total of 2 pairs of double stranded words which has the same length..

-ok ignore me.. im jus.... $^@$^%*$-

HAHA!!! seriously ignore this post... the lengths are equal when im typing my post... hur hur ...

-edited-

2008-01-21T10:55:00.000+08:00

hmmm....

develop feelings over time ? haha! other than this... i think everything is like so true...

im a NO.1 AI QING BAI CHI =)

2008-01-18T22:01:00.000+08:00

everything is going to be over...

counting to the 4th week dat we are all at home during weekends...

goodbye everyone in advance...

losing the bonds we all once had was my greatest regret =/

2008-01-15T20:53:00.000+08:00

i have no motivation to do anything!!!! sian...

i lack the drive... since dunno how long

but i need this drive... hu can give me this drive?

assignments are piling up... i dun even have the drive to even nagivate through mel to check up the details of my assignments... -sigh-

someone help me pls!

im tired

2008-01-14T17:10:00.000+08:00

what does the future holds ? nobody noes...

sometimes i just dun dare to think abt the future... the NEAR future...

will pple still remember that there's this person hu once existed? will they look back since they are already walking ahead of that person? i dun think so.... life's gonna be hard + boring + lonely + not fun + etc etc etc (all the stuffs u can think of) aft this last stretch for everyone... this year of 2008 is realli a bad start... jus hope it gets better...

i doubt so...

sometimes i wonder if it is jus me or are u contributing to it too... i can onli blame myself for all the things tt are happening right now... got lots of stuffs to say but... nth jus came thru my mind... can u imagine? this few lines... it took me so long... wadever... u will nv understand wad im going thru right now...

no one will...

2008-01-12T18:16:00.000+08:00

night cycling was a boredom.. haha !!!

lucky for huat and weng to keep me entertained...

n lyehuat cant sing! =x SORRY ~

hmmm lucky i dun have to follow the cyclist all the way at <10kmph

i will realli die ! SERIOUSLY...

but still... its kinda fun.. haha ! random abit... FM 933 at night is nice! aft 1 am esp... songs non stop... chinese FM shld have smth like lush... not more than 2 commercials in a row ! ^^

2008-01-08T21:12:00.000+08:00

lol! this post is for i think saturday ?

haha!! jus a few words... here goes..

136 minutes..... 15640 steps!
i think i fit... =)

2008-01-08T21:08:00.000+08:00

sux to be in sch...

long breaks...

long waiting time jus for 10 mins ? nua yet waste of time...

sigh~ tmr's long break day agn... n TRAINING! -sigh-

lots of assignments, presentations coming up... due like next week ?!

sian sian sian sian sian sian... no study mood at all zzzz

2008-01-04T22:11:00.001+08:00

wad time is it ?
10.13pm...

haha!! im still in sch~

doing wad ?
u will nv wan to noe.. haha !

hmm... sometimes.. no.. now its always so near yet so far...

-sigh-

2008-01-04T22:11:00.000+08:00

wad time is it ?
10.13pm...

haha!! im still in sch~

doing wad ?
u will nv wan to noe.. haha !

2008-01-03T23:52:00.000+08:00

2nd day of sch~ like sian ~

bioinfo is killer... rekha likes to stare.. haha ! she is named night stalker / stealth assasin by me ! LOL

2008-01-01T15:51:00.000+08:00

happy new year peeps !!!

hmmm..............

new year resolutions ?

1. May this year be better than last year.. (every year's resolution)

2. Pass NAPFA.. zzzzz

3. My studies in poly life smooth smooth swee swee...

4. Learnt frm last year mistakes.... dun repeat again !

5. Get back wad i had lost...

-hopefully-

i will add more if i can think more...

2007-12-31T17:38:00.000+08:00

its yet another sunny day....

lucky sentosa is not today... if not... BURNT

hahas ! today countdown... we're having outdoor bbq at a random place ~

to all my frens ! enjoy the last day of 2007! tmr will be a new start... hopefully

2007-12-31T01:39:00.000+08:00

if u think this is zai... look below...

ZAI-er !

somehow its kinda funny haha !

2007-12-30T01:38:00.000+08:00

AWWWW~~

no sentosa... everyone's busy anyway...

stayed at home watch all the shows i can find... haha~

lucky time passed fast... if not today would be damn damn DAMN boring...

i love home.. haha ! i tend to eat less... I THINK =)

2007-12-28T14:11:00.000+08:00

touring singapore is fun...

lol !

but... its tiring...

2007-12-26T14:22:00.000+08:00

issit realli that difficult ?

all the regrets that was said was all a scam...

-sigh-

2007-12-26T14:21:00.001+08:00

stupidity has caught up with me.

2007-12-23T11:01:00.000+08:00

chalet is fun...

just a lil something missing... =/

2007-12-15T00:29:00.000+08:00

today is a suay day...

broke a plate at home...

walking halfway rain so decided to walk faster...

den champion slipper snap...

the pple giving directions all gave wrong directions...

LUCKY ! met ivan...

den things turn out quite well... haha!

thanks ivan~

2007-12-12T23:54:00.000+08:00

fucked up

2007-12-11T11:26:00.001+08:00

come and off i go... the feeling is so much different...

once handed over, felt the connection got cut off...

it will just remains as memories...

its the last time...

jus 1 word...

2007-12-10T02:18:00.003+08:00

- sense of disappointment -

i shall do wad i need to do and heck the rest..

2007-08-15T02:23:00.000+08:00

hey peeps!!! i finally blogged... surprised ya?

haha!! my blog.. count count count... i think oso got 4 years old le.. haha!!

nth much to update anyway... still dun feel like slping so jus come here crap awhile... hehs !

read pple blog... got things to say... lols...

JESS!!! omg.. wad happened to u mans... where ur time management?? aiyo.. u have been going thru the stress u get frm NRA and studies for 2 years! last year le... hang on!! eat kinder bueno.. cos it says... "HANG ON! IM BUENO-ING"! u can ignore the im bueno-ing though.. =)
lucks for ur exams!

be strong...

jialing!! haha!!! hows ur conversion of fats to muscle and transferring of muscles to the heart? haha!! hope u are doing fine !
lucks for ur exams!

be stronger...

hey yeo! so did ur "last sem in np, must make it a nice one" come true?? not a sarcastic remark.. but... dats wad u put on ur nick months ago... reflect on y everything has turned out dis way.. thinking back frm the moment u put tt nick till u are so screwed up now.. do u feel sorry for urself by not making ur promise come true? treasure this last 2 week ba..
lucks for ur exam...

be strong...

ben wong! hahas! its tis time of the semester again... remember ur will to strive hard at the beginning of dis sem? hope u have not lost it !
lucks for ur exams!

jiayou~

kai! nth to say to u la! =x
lucks for ur exams!

take care~

wayne! i still think u are gay... 7788~
lucks for ur exams!

all the best~

Mr prestitude~ stop ur yi han... =x
lucks for ur exams!

jiayou~

weng! stop throwing rocks at pple...
lucks for ur exams!

jiayou~

jinjie! get well soon u nubbo!
lucks for ur exams!

take care~

jiahui! get well soon too!
lucks for ur exams!

take care~

sharon! my nu er... hang on too !!! its going to end real soon...
lucks for ur exams!

jiayou~

kiap! still remember the msg i sent when i had my 2nd fall? search my parent's inbox n remind myself of dat painful senario ba...
lucks for my exams

jiayou~

my dear peiwen! still rmb dat time when u are so worried that u might fail IMM ? dun experience it again for psct...
lucks for ur exams...

jiayou... loves!

to all my frens out there... thanks for being my fren!
lucks for u guy's exams too !!

take care~

-sign off-

2007-04-29T02:18:00.000+08:00

Y IS EVERYONE EMO-ING ????

HATE THAT... FUCK!

MAY THE EMO SEASON BE OVER SOON... KNN...

2007-04-28T00:16:00.000+08:00

thanks jj for giving the motivation to blog.. haha!!!!

realli emo season sia... haiz....

hey frens! kan kai yi dian ba... eh no!!! is kan kai hen duo dian ba... forgive n forget.. move on... =)

out of love one... hais.. relax... so many gers n guys out there... find someone hu appreciates u ba...

politics one... can fark off.. haha!!! enough of dat... i love trashing out session though...

fall out wif frens one... aiyo... still frens afterall ma... haha

jus attached one... take care wor... cherish... dun play play

emo one... can tok to me... but need promise tok to me le must not emo again if not i slap u...

nth to do come n look at my blog one... enjoy the song n do tag...

dats all... cya~

2007-04-24T13:11:00.000+08:00

hmmm... here i am at home on a tuesday afternoon... nth to do so come blog.... haha!!! anw... i ended sch at 10am in the morning... i started sch at 9am. -.-

anyway... frm last post till now... haha!!! kinda long... FOC is over... all i can say is well done to all gls... u guys made it... another successful FOC once again....

hmmm... nth much to blog leh... 2nd week of sch... everything is fine... MMB is boring.. y zaman nv teach me ??? sianded... instru... starting onli.. still quite alright... hmmm...
srsly dunno wad to blog... when i got feel den blog ba... i changed song again... haha!!! enjoy~